FEAR ME NOT

after crying like a little bitch this morning due to my boyfriend man handling me (sorry chawls if you have to witness alla that cammotion on the daily basis) we finally made peace and went to the movies to watch ice age. movie was funny for about 10 minutes.. honestly i was more focused on eating my little luccas sandwich with maui onion god made chips and an assortment of hot cheetoe puffs and hot cheetoe collaberation with lime (his favorite) all the aminals was cute of course but i was sitting next to the cutest creature of the whole hakuna matata animal kingdom. hehe. after my date, went to cotillion practice. finally finished the waltz thank fuckin god. finished early, and walked home. i love living 5 houses down from kim, "hey bitch can i have 2 eggs i ran out" so ive been thinking... in a matter of a month of and a half im going to be attending westmoor as a senior. i hate when people say "cant wait to graduate.. cant wait to leave highschool" i ask.. why duude? its our time to shine this is the moment to cherish ur childhood. its not like your officially an adult when u leave highschool, yes ur legally to leave home and all that crap but i guess my point is im in no a rush to grow up. i will devour every moment of my last year in highschool, squash beef to whoever, and honestly just have fun and go with it. try to the best of my ability to not cut school and attend all classes with a smile on, ok who am i kidding I AINT THAT into school. let just say this, i wont be the first to dip during lunch just to go in and out... ill be the 2nd :) im excited, i really am. i cant wait to see my parents face as i pick up my diploma along with my family, sisters, john, and just everyone who will be there. i will be successful in life, i just know. its silly how i vision my whole life plan, who knows i can always just pursue an acting career in the philippines.. but neeh ill pass for now. im boring my brains out with this while my baby is fliriting with me over aim.

hurtmesoul24: what u blogging bout
hurtmesoul24: jerk penis head
perkee pink: yes exactly
perkee pink: im blogging about a jerk penis head
hurtmesoul24: HAHAHA MY NIGGA
hurtmesoul24: ill kill your toes
perkee pink: yeah killing my toes will definately benefit you in life
hurtmesoul24: shutup ima whoop dat ass

so i urbandictionary.com it and this got me to lol.
THE RISKY JERK : the risky jerk is a dangerous and ballsy move. you must stand next to your parents bed while they are sleeping, and masterbate. you must complete all the way till the release. the riskyness is doing next to the head of your sleeping parents, they could wake at any moment.

wtf, thats fuckin scandelous and gross. excuse me for my language but WHAT THE FUCKIN FUCK. whatever, im gona eat some watermelon and sleep. im disturbed now hahaha peace out beeznuts.

ACTUALLY I CAN

im a jerk, i know. i give you the most fuckin hardest time, trusst i hella know. i make you want to punch walls and scream from the top of your teeth cus ur pissed off, sure. HOWEVER im your girlfriend, i will always understand you, i am the one that loves you from head to the fuckin toe... nail. your my everything, and i am yours. your hungry, im hungry. im mad, your mad. i love you, your loving me. one word : uncomfortable. whole day, whole thing in my mind. "what are they talking about?" "where did they go, who and why did you see" am i crazy? its a girl's intuition, idk maybe its just me but i felt something wrong in my gut. i really dont know, i really dont wana know. a mind can run its own track ... mines reached the finish line, twas not happy. fuck am i fuckin making sense, or am i fuckin trippen my balls off. this is bad real bad michael jackson.. ugh fuck this urks me, as a matter of fact YOU URK ME. i would kill every hurt emotion for you, i would ride bikes all day with you, i can kickit all day with a smile on my face. baby, not this time. i feel stupid, maybe this is stupid. maybe the worlds stupid? i hate this, i always hate this part. ok back to pizza, bye.

HMM

no, not now, not never.

WOOPS, WAS THAT ME?

i cant do this, im tired man.

YOUR GIRLFRIEND CAN COME TO

its been all about trey songz this week. your girlfriend can come to, ego remix, and all the other ones i put on repeat but dont know the title to. and the whole bringing the laptop in the car thing is becoming a habit.. mm bad boy ha! anyways today was some fun in the sun =) woke up, showered, ate brunch, and went back to sanjose for john to pick up some fireworks at his bro's crib. we lagged a whole 3 fuckin hours, because mr.pretty boy over here is sucha puss he can never get ready on time (i love you honey, i know your talkin hella shit right now) smoked a chop out in the hammick and went to santana row. the stories began when this indian fool flicked us off for this parking spot, john was about to smack on they candy asses! its that vietnamese temper... tsk tsk then as we were walking to find pasta pamodoro i hella caught this one nigga checkin my baby out! my jaw dropped and laughed in his face. lunch was delicious chicken alfredo and parmsiano la la la with round 2 of bread and pesto. pink berry right after with almonds,chocolate chip, and strawberries as toppings. the almonds killed, wtf was i thinking.. cruised around the villa always passing this fine ass broad trying to sell us this blanket slash dress of some sort? iono man.. she was fine and had an accent. john popped a boner lmao! after a hearty lunch we went on a hunt around downtown sanjose for some trees. its not that easy as we expected it to be, and what did we end up with? absolutely no es dro-io. made up for it back in the homegrounds. since my excuse for going out daily is work, i had to make a quick stop to tacobell to get tacos for my mom -_-overall it was a good day. $246 dollar paycheck gone in 3 days, all gravy in the navy. just as long as everyone is happy aint no thang but a chickenwang. like i said i run this bitch. and yes your girlfriend can come to...

IDK, WHATEVER, SHUTUP

so.. i didnt blog lastnight because the laptop went mia. then it magically appeared in front of my doorstep this morning, thanks santa clause for not jackin my shit. the night before was the most shittiest experiences in my life. i broke hella bread just to host my girls at my own god damn house, then ended up with a bitch of a headache half buzzed half high half pissed the fuck off. im not gona complain bout whatever that night, but i will say that i will not put my own time and effort for a recipe to disaster. annnywaaayssss.. yesterday was a good day with the Truong brothers. me,babe,chawls drove off to sanjose to visit kevin at his sanjose home. i swear, i can live in that area. the weather is perfect, neighborhood is fuckin chill, and the porch is so the place to just lay back and kickit. i would smoke blunts all day at the porch. we all ate lunch (steak and garlic mashed potatoes) even had a little cooking 101 from kev bout making of the mashed potatoes in the kitchen because john and i sure did need the advice. after luncheon me and john went to ride bikes around the neighborhood and even bought popcicles at the corner store. visited the very same bench he asked me out in front of academy of blah blah blah, oh yes we had a moment farsure.. haha. played catch with the football and headed home around 5ish.. it was so funny on the ride back. we played games like "who ever spots the first mini coop wins" or "stare thru ur window to people passing by" LMAO. played music and next thing you know it hello ugly ass dalycity and your retarded ass weather.

today: woke up at 11 while he woke up at 330. god damn. lazy mofo alright i dont blame him we went to sleep like at 5am, lastnight was one of those good highs. burned a chop and hella analyzed music in the car. we were laughing at funny ass youtubes and nicki minaj.. shes tight your not. nights like that i hella cherish. i admit i can be that snobby ass girlfriend towards him, but most of the time were just two niggas chillen out. were eachothers bestfriends, i value that to its extent. cooked bacon and hash browns and just kicked it on the couch till i had to go church. summer is good, my stomache is way way bad. situps pronto! im eating steak, my keyboard is getting hella oily. bye fuckers

FUCK ALL YALL

hearts broken, bye.